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[Nov. 21st, 2009|08:26 pm] |
From the day that Yuriko and I went for a walk arm in arm.
We were stopped just before this picture by a young man of about 17 who was taking photographs for an A level in photography.
He told us he was taking pictures of interesting couples, or sets of two people and he then ‘complimented’ us as being a very interesting couple.
So, without embarrassing him by telling him we weren’t a couple, we stood close together holding onto each other whilst he snapped away.
The small Japanese girl wearing a gentlemans hat and the red headed woman- wife of the original hat owner, in an almost too short tartan skirt.
After he was done, he retreated back towards an older man, he’d clearly been walking around with his father incase of trouble.
Afterwards we giggled to each other, arms still linked, and yet somewhere in my heart, after seeing the boy with his dad, I felt strangely old. |
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[Nov. 15th, 2009|05:37 pm] |
I've embraced the return of Starbuck's Red cups and am far from my fill of Gingerbread Latte.
Last weekend I spent Sunday arm in arm with a friend as we took in the quietened sea, gently beating against the rocks, and ate chocolate cream teas in old fashioned buildings, a contrast from the windblown storms of the day before.
The Christmas lights are on in town now, along with a 'Snow Castle' and Christmas songs in every shop. At this time we're usually in Tokyo, where the lights on Shinjuku's Southern Terrace seem to have more spirit in them then the entire city centre here.
I'm told that people don't actually live in Shinjuku, that it's just for offices and businesses, but that doesn't stop it from feeling like home, and for the past two weeks I've been a long way from home.
I don't seem to collate my thoughts these days and in the end it seems easier not to have ay, but at night they don't stop. My sleep overcomes me with the tablets and pills and dreariness of the working day and then there is so much that I ca't explain the next day.
I want a diary again, or at least something to stir me. I'm too much of a sloth.
I have time off of work next month, and the headdown attitude keeps wearing away at my bent shoulders. I don't seem to spend the time taking in my surroundings lately.
How do I light that fire inside when the winds of nothing keeps blowing it out?
Good things are to come, I know this, I'm just impatient as always.
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Bump of Chicken - RIP/Merry Christmas has been pre-ordered, and I'm tempted to make Cadbury's Magical Elves my stable diet for the next month and a half. |
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[Nov. 15th, 2009|05:23 pm] |
No ideas and no inspiration.
Floating but my dreams are full of arguments and signs that I can't decipher.
I need a warm hand to hold mine, and caffeine in my veins.
This weekend we holed ourselves up and created a world away from the outside filled with comfort and the heat of hot water bottles, tea and cats.
I don't want the clock to tick to Monday.
With headphones is the only way I will face the day.
My absence here has not made my heart grow fonder and I need to find a way to journal once again. Passion is absent and moods are so quick to change, that my fingers are cold against the keyboard keys.
I want to feel something, to fall in love with here again, to have a spark in my heart and interest on my flist.
Make me feel needed, make me feel wanted, for I don't think that I can. |
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[Nov. 1st, 2009|10:31 pm] |
Hope you all had a happy Hallowe'en yesterday.
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^^ vv ^^ |
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[Nov. 1st, 2009|09:56 pm] |
regular updates will be coming again soon.
Trust me.
A post, but not an update:
My Ziggyzag, what big teeth you have... |
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[Oct. 2nd, 2009|10:09 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | autumn | ] |
| [ | ロケ |
| | ML6 | ] |
| [ | ミュージック |
| | Tokyo Jihen- Sonan & Dynamite | ] |
If I didn't have to go to work today, I'd buy coffee and go for a walk under the trees as they change colour. I'd wear a light scarf and watch as leaves spiralled to the ground.
I'd smell like jasmine and bonfires.
I'm in the mood, today, for poetry. |
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[Sep. 30th, 2009|11:38 am] |
I'm so behind, with everything and everyone here. I'm sorry.
I've renewed my paid journal for another year, even though I still don't have a clue what I'm doing here. That means I need to update, don't worry I'm prodding my own self with a stick to make me actually write an entry. (And make a CD.) The stick just seems to blunt against my skin. |
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[Sep. 30th, 2009|08:32 am] |
約2年振り。15枚目のシングルリリース決定!
2009/09/30
長らくお待たせ致しました。
約2年振り、15枚目のシングル、両A面にてリリースです!
Double A Side Single
「 R.I.P / Merry Christmas 」
2009.11.25 RELEASE
TFCC-89289 / ￥1,050(tax in)
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥(｡◕‿‿<｡) |
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[Sep. 15th, 2009|10:13 am] |
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| | Utada Hikaru-Passion | ] |
I'm so hungry, and not just for food but for something so much more than this world. |
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